I had a nice birthday with nice people and got nice presents and yesterday was the boys in the sauna and we girls sat and took it easy, so it was nice weekend. I wondering today who knocked on the door and i opened the door and it was one of my friends who came with a cake to celebrate a little''late''birthday so thanks for that.. rest of this sunday i will enjoying the scented candles   

I have been pregnant as you all know it and you all maybe have to know one thing.I will write it here straight out from my heart. Many have been worried when i have drunk alcohol and smoked since i've been pregnant, i've also received a lot of questions how I feel when i'm expecting a child but i must say to you that it was just a start and the child had not begun to grow in the stomach..I took abortion because i could not keep the baby and nothing is wrong to take a abortion, and there are a lot of reasons why I did it...I hope you all understand me and do not ask more about this! I'm also not happy about this, but the best thing was for me to do this abortion and i'm not the only one in the world who have done it!!! Think of those people who get a miscarriage, think of those who take abortion at the eleventh, they are for me little sick people who get a abortion at the eleventh week..+ Everybody has their reasons if they want to keep or do not to keep the baby   ...........

I'm a little disappointed because i was unsmoked 11 months and ofc i was so stupid that i started smoking again..But this Friday everything will change for me, i will try again to be unsmoked and this time i will try much longer! I will maybe have a little party this friday because i have birthday and will be 23 and not far to 30 heh ..   My computer is again broken so i use our other computer heh ..

Yesterday we went to the summer house to see how it was there and after that we went to my friend for a coffe   

I've also met a very nice person at work so lucky was I and ofc it's fun with new friends! Today i will take it little easy at home with a little scented light + it is also bad weather today so i think i will not do anything much, iam little tired to so maybe i will take soon some powernap. There will soon be a great program from the television that i will actually take and look..

P.S Nice with calm weekends sometimes!

I really had to do a new blog  because my family would let me be and then for some people who do not need to read my blog! Ofc this blog is little bit strange and new for me so i have to learn little  bit here  where i put some picture, get cute text, some album. etc  

I hope you all will like my new blog